Itulah, lain kali cabul lagi.
POSTED ON 09 February 2012 AT Thursday, February 09, 2012 \ leave a comment (0)

Nak delete blog konon! *haktuih haktuih. Tak jadi lah awak, sebab blog kita dah lawa. Konon lah lawa, tapi bagi saya lawa apa. Kemas saja memandang, kan kan kan? Nak sebulan juga saya cari skin lelawa, tapi tak juga jumpanya sampai saya jumpa ini *jyeah..

Eh eh, mak jemah nak gosip neh *tetiba lak masuk nama mak jemah dari segmen Johara Pagi Era!.. Ini blog inspired by akak Nana atau lebih retis dengan nama kak Nazihah Anuar dan juga Lettha. Kalau korang perasan, background-background dekat blog ini semua macam blog kak Nana kan? Saya suka dia, eh tak sayang, hehe. Navigation itu pula macam Lettha, saya rasa tak perlu panggil 'kak' kot. Sebab umur kami sama. Kan Lettha? Hee. 

Tapi tapi, saya tak buka page source dorang okay, saya cari sendiri tahuuuuuuuuu! Blog ini dah disable right click dan copy sekali. Saya malas nanti kena copy lagi. Heuwwwwwwww T___T Oh yeah, mulai hari ini saya malas nak buat page khas untuk Tutorials dengan Freebies saya. Menyemak jek. Nantilah saya buat dekat blog itupun kalau saya rajin. Kata Kak Nana "lazy like a boss..". 

Ada lagi, tunggu sat! Darling saya, si Ejal kena pukul teruk oleh bebudak sekolah dia. Mula-mula dia happy jugalah sebab pulang awal. Saya hairan actually sebab dia call saya, saya ingat dia tak sekolah. Rupanya bergaduh t(-.-t) Tapi tak lama, moody. Saya juga kena sabar, takpelah. Orang sakit kan? Yang saya geram, dia langsung tak membalas even kena bedal guna kerusi. Ohmaigawd! Kalau saya, dah lama cabut lari sambil   nangeh sekali. Ejal cakap saya lemah, betol kot tu. Hahaha.

Sekarang ini, Ejal kat balai polis, abah dia suruh report kat polis. Apa taknya, kena hentam sampai pecah bibir dengan bengkak-bengkak badan semua. Polis suruh tangkap saja budak-budak sekolah yang macam tett itu. Tapi Ejal dengan abah dia baik :) Tak nak sampai main lokap laa. Just bagi warning sikit. Hoho. Bangga ayang dengan sayang. Opssssssssssss xD

Nak dekat jam 1 dah kan? Saya belum tidur. Dah janji nak tidur dengan Ejal :) Bukan tidur sebilik okay! Just tidur sesama dalam masa yang sama. Oh sweet kan kita? Etching. Esok sekolah, urgh. Rasa macam malas lah pula sebab balik-balik cuti. Tadi mama buat operation thyroid. Besar gila ketumbuhan tuh, saya siap pegang plastik ketumbuhan tuh lagi. Rupa macam akar tongkat ali. Hehe. Alhamdulillah, semua okay :)

Panjang pula saya update kan? Kalau nak buat karangan haram nak keluar idea -.- Okaylah. Nak blah dulu. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa semua. 


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It's Last January
POSTED ON 30 January 2012 AT Monday, January 30, 2012 \ leave a comment (1)
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Hello everyone! Sorry for longer no update. It's been like 3 days I didn't visit my blog. I don't have time to surfing internet. How are you everyone? I hope you'll okay like everybody want. There's no story for today. I'm just miss to typing something in this blog. I wish I could online any time I want. Huh...

January, no special story. Tomorrow is February. 

1st February, me and him, Ejal will celebrated our third monthiversary. Even we never met, we will always together like other nearest couple. God, I'm begging to you. Please make our relationship never last. I know it's quite rough for us this month. I just wish, I could change to goodness in February tomorrow. I don't want Ejal mad to me, or else. 

February 8, maybe my mother gonna sit for operation. I'm just pray everything gonna be just fine. She's got thyroid at her left neck. Could be, I will postponed my tuition for this month. Oh, save my mom from any danger, God.

February 14, a special day for all couples in the world. It's a day, to date, romance and else. I wish I could do with Ejal. Long distance relationship like us, you've to patient, honest, trust and love a lot! Never mind, like I said, every day is valentine. Hehe..

February 22, it's my idol birth date. Happy 16th Birthday to Lettha! Haha.. Look like you 8 months 2 days old than me. I hope you'll be beauty like always, naughty like always, and popular more than always. Hehe.. Wish you all luck whenever you do.

February 24. It's my oldest sister birth date. Happy Old Day to you. Bahaha! Wish you gonna health, wealth and young like now. Heheh.. 

That's all for today. HOMEWORK, be nice to me!

Hugs, Zhyzhy. 

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2012
POSTED ON 30 December 2011 AT Friday, December 30, 2011 \ leave a comment (1)
Happy New Year Everybody! Azam korang dah tercapai? Saya Alhamdulillah, PMR dah lepas biarpun dapat 3A sahaja. Tapi takpa, next year insyaAllah saya akan pastikan 10A setiap kali result keluar. Amin! 

Hari ini hari terakhir bagi 2011. Saya dah dapat 189 followers semenjak 17/Februari/2011. Thank you all! Tanpa korang, tak bergerak lah blog saya ini. Hehe.

Ini antara list-list azam saya. Moga-moga tercapailah sebelum 31 Disember 2012 :)

 Tutup aurat sehingga selama-lamanya.
 Penuh solat 5 waktu sehari semalam.
 Belajar sungguh-sungguh dekat sekolah dan rumah.
 Tak hang out kecuali bersama keluarga.
 Dapat 10A setiap kali ujian dan peperiksaan.
 Kurangkan lepak di kantin dan lebihkan masa di library (sekolah).
 Tidak sombong dan akan berkawan dengan semua orang.
 Berubah ke arah kebaikan 101%.
 Dapat 300-400 followers sehingga akhir 2012.
 Memahami Ejal 101%.

Mwehehe, InsyaAllah. Saya akan cuba tunaikan semua azam-azam saya. Lagi satu, saya nak tambahkan lagi tutorial dan freebie saya. Baru gempak kan blog saya? Korang boleh request apa-apa saja dekat Cbox saya okay? Hihi.

Lastly, saya nak minta maaf dekat semua orang yang pernah saya sakitkan hati dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kuku kaki saya. Hihi. Saya tahu, saya jahat tahun 2011 ini. By the way, esok 1/1/12 kan? Esok monthiversary ke-dua saya dengan Ejal. Yipee! Bahaha.

Tahun baru ini, saya tak pergi mana-mana. Nak lepak ngan family lah. Hmmm. Bye korang! Adios. Kiss

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Break? Clash?
POSTED ON 27 December 2011 AT Tuesday, December 27, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)

Aku penat nak bertahan. Aku penat nak bersabar. Aku penat nak berbaik. Aku penat nak bergaduh.
Kau boleh hidup tanpa aku kan? Breakkan aku.
Kalau itu kau mahu, kau buatlah. Tak payah suruh-suruh aku. Dah lebih beribu kali kau send mesej macam ini kan? If kau mahu sangat, kau lah cakap BREAK!

Aku nak off facebook kau suruh on. Sekarang kita gaduh lagi pasal facebook. Seriously man? Itu cerita lama, sebelum kita kenal lagi! Kau dengan amarah kau, kau dengan baran kau, kau dengan ego kau.

Aku sayang kau, sungguh. Tapi, kalau hari-hari kita macam ini. Aku pasti, kasih sayang aku akan berkurang. Next year, kita jarang contact. Sorry, aku mungkin off handphone masa hari sekolah. Hujung minggu baru on. Begitu juga dengan Blog. Aku tak sanggup nak delete blog.

Ini umpama diari aku, aku taip aku rasa, aku taip apa aku dengar, aku taip apa aku nampak. Aku tak kisah kalau kau curang atau ber-sweet dengan Facebook. Selagi aku tak benci kau, selagi tulah aku sayang kau. Please, hormat keputusan aku.

Aku sayang kau.

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Day 3 - Your Location.
POSTED ON 18 December 2011 AT Sunday, December 18, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)
Blue eyes! Saranghaeyo!

Saya lahir di Papar, dia dekat Melaka. Saya asal Kimanis, dia pula asal KL. Now dia stay kat Labuan. Dekat sikit dengan Sabah. Tapi taklah dekat sangat dengan rumah saya. Perlu drive 1 jam lebih lagi untuk sampai Stesen Feri Menumbok then naik feri dalam 1 jam kot untuk sampai Labuan. Jauh an jauh an? :(

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Day 2 - Your age.
POSTED ON AT Sunday, December 18, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)
Can I be your girl? ♥

I'm born on 24 September 1996, him 31 July 1995. 1 year differences. I'm still remember, I forgot he's date birth. He mad to me so much. HAHA! Sorry, I always forgot about date and number. Kewl :3 Oh yeah, I'm 15 years old and him 16 years old. Yeap baby, I'm waiting for my PMR result and he going to sit SPM Examination next year. Good luck for both of us! Amin.

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Day 1 - Your name and Sweetheart.
POSTED ON 17 December 2011 AT Saturday, December 17, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)

My real name is Nurfazieha. His name is Mohd Faizal. Kinda same right? Yipee. Sorry for not include our father's name. Privacy thing Y^Y. By the way, here's my facebook name; Zhyzhy Chin, Zhyzhy Cikibumbum and Zhyzhy Sembuii LeOpard. Bahahaha! Cool aite? And my darling named as Ejal Sukechoclatecadburycrunchie. Wakaka! Okay, bye! 

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30 Days Long Distance Relationships Challange
POSTED ON 16 December 2011 AT Friday, December 16, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)

Memandangkan aku dan him bercinta jarak jauh, aku nak buat lah challange ini. Lagipun otak aku serabut, we always fight all the time. Is this the end of our love? Gosh darling. I will always love you and so on. By the way, I gonna start this challange after I woke up this afternoon I guess? Hm. Join me if you like too! 
  1. Your name and sweetheart.
  2. Your age.
  3. Your location.
  4. How did you meet?
  5. Since when have you been together?
  6. What is the most random thing you know about your sweetheart?
  7. How do you communicate with each other?
  8. Favorite thing you've given to sweetheart?
  9. Favorite thing sweetheart has given to you?
  10. Favorite thing about sweetheart?
  11. Pick one thing that you miss, describe it in details.
  12. How would you define love?
  13. What do you think the hardest thing about distance is?
  14. Describe a moment you had with sweetheart last time you were together.
  15. Favorite love song?
  16. Favorite love movie?
  17. Favorite love quote?
  18. Post a picture of you together. If don't have one post something relate.
  19. I know there's not one thing, but choose one of your favorite things to sweetheart say.
  20. Is there something your regret?
  21. Give us a little insight!
  22. Share something cute.
  23. Describe sweetheart emotionally, personality, and physically.
  24. Do you have a song? Which one is it?
  25. One thing that sweetheart does make you pissed off.
  26. Sweetest thing sweetheart done for you.
  27. If you had the money/time/connections/whatever to get him/her any gift in the world, what would it be?
  28. If you could have sweetheart with you physically, for the next 5 hours, what would you do?
  29. When will you see sweetheart next?
  30. Where do you see your future going with sweetheart.

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You♥
POSTED ON 01 December 2011 AT Thursday, December 01, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)
First of all, thanks to Scha♥ sebab mendengarkan saya lagu ini melalui blog superb dia. Ejal salah faham dengan lagu ne, dia kata saya nak tinggal kan dia T^T. Tak okay! Tak! It's kill me bila dia cakap text tadi pagi takda makna. Oh gosh! Give me strength. Please, read and understand carefully what I'm mean about.

Listen before read, it's so meaning.

You were there to light my day, you were there to guide me through. 
From my days down and on, I'll never stop thinking of you.

Ejal, you selalu ada untuk me. Nasihat me tegur me. Setiap hari,  me sentiasa ingatkan you.
How can I forget all that, when you're the one who make me smile.
You'll always be a part of me, how I wish you're still mine.

Me takkan pernah lupakan you, you sentiasa gembirakan me. You selalu dalam diri me, biarkan nanti kita akan menjauh.
Never will forget the day, how we've met and came this far.
We all know we got this feeling, but somehow it has to end up here.

Me takkan pernah lupa macam mana kita boleh kenal dan bertahan sampai sekarang. Kita saling sayang menyayangi. Tapi, nanti kita akan jarang bercontact, kuatkah kita di duga?
 I know it's me who said good bye, and that's the hardest thing to do.
Cause you mean so much to me, and guide the truth from me to you.


Me tau, me yang sebabkan kita jarang bercontact, me pilih untuk tidak ke Labuan dan ia sangat susah untuk me lakukan. Sebab you sangat bererti untuk me, dan me tidak mau lost contact dengan you.
For all the things I've said and done, for all the hurt that I've caused you.
I hope you will forgive me, baby. Cause that wasn't what I meant to do.

Untuk semua perkara yang me pernah cakap dan buat, untuk semua yang me pernah sakitkan hati you. Me harap you maafkan me, sebab me tidak sengaja untuk tolak pelawaan you ke Labuan.
 Ini yang cuba sampaikan melalui lagu ini, me harap you faham. I love you♥

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I don't like you, December.
POSTED ON 30 November 2011 AT Wednesday, November 30, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)
Bye November! Hello December! :) Akhirnya, lepas juga November. Seriously, November bulan paling malang buat saya. Banyak masalah jadi, banyak kesedihan daripada kegembiraan. Huu. Disember, kau bulan paling aku tak nak jejak. Sebab apa?

Result PMR akan keluar. Seriously, saya memang excited sangat nak tahu, tapi T.T abaikan ja la. Saya dah berusaha sebanyak-banyaknya. Tawakal sahaja, Insya Allah. Tak sabar nak pegang Sony Ericsson Aino dan DSLR Canon. Yipee!

Saya berketurunan Kadazan, so setiap tahun saya akan celebrate Christmas's Day. Every year jugalah saya akan mendapat present. Tapi makin sikit dah, Y.Y Yelah, saya dah 15 tahun. Cukup besar dah. Wuhuuu!

1 Disember 2011 :) Dah satu bulan saya dengan dia bersama. Wee, actually dah lama kitaorang bersama tapi belum ready nak menjalin hubungan yang lebih serius. Esehmen, haha. Terima kasih bersama dengan saya okay? Saya sentiasa mencuba untuk menjadi yang terbaik untuk awak.

Tapikan, saya tak suka la Disember neh. Sebab, next year awak SPM. Kita tak dapat contact kamcheng-kamcheng. Huu, takpa lah awak, saya sentiasa akan tunggu awak sampai awak habis SPM. Insya-Allah.

Azam tahun baru? Nantilah fikir. Otak serabut fikir episod akan datang antara saya dan dia. Hmmmm


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✪ A truth to reveal
POSTED ON 17 November 2011 AT Thursday, November 17, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)

Last night, my buddy, Effy and I went to Greyson Chance's showcase. We were late because of traffic jam! Actually I don't want to go, but I've already got the tickets. Firstly, there's so many people over there! Yeap, his voice pretty good and baby face also. But but but! I only watch the showcase by slide. Hoho! Damn. I only watch his showcase for only 5 MINUTES! it's bored and noisy. I can't hear what he sang about. All girls shouting 'WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!' really? pfft. It's really really annoying.


I'm really really regret that I choosed Greyson Chance's showcase than Harimau Muda's team. Fuh! If I know that showcase is bored, I definitely watching this tournament at home. By the way, congratulation to Harimau Muda's team because won the game against Garuda's team. I'm very proud of 'em. But but but! I'm sad cause my handsomest scandal, Wan ZaharulNizam was injured hoho. Get well soon my baby *wekk!.


Next sad story, my heart Ejal is on the way to his hometown just now. A few minutes ago, he called me. He said 'orang mahu jalan sudah sayang..' My eyes watery. He don't know that I'm crying isk. 'baik-baik sana, nanti jangan mengurat FA, jangan tengok bontot dia' He's just laughing when I said like that. Oh heart, please take care of yourself. I know we gonna rarely calling or messaging. I gonna miss you so much.

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✪ I've changed.
POSTED ON 11 November 2011 AT Friday, November 11, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)

Yahoo! New template from Blogskin. Thanks to Nurazizah II cause helping me renovate my blog. This December, I will receive my slip PMR result. Fuhh! I am so excited to view my result. If I got 5A my father will buy Sony Ericsson Aino for me while my mother will give me Nikon D300 if I got 6A above. InsyaAllah, I have try my best. 

Yesterday was the last day of school. I didn't went to school because I am so lazy and my mother wanted me to cook for kenduri. For my first time, I cook for ahli jemaah surau. Simple, I just cooked Ayam masak rendang, bebola ikan masak sos cili. Yoo! I just cooked it with love, I know it is tasty. Miahahaha. It was a sad day for yesterday. My twin - Omar Radzhar, my bodyguard - Mohd Firdaus Roslan, my partner - Mohd Firdaus Hamdan came to my house. They said "we missed you, Zhy!" what a touching moment for me. They said they're hungry luckily I have cooked Ayam masak kicap just for them. They said it was delicious. Thanks God. Then, my brothers came without I knew, Mohd Shahnizam and Mohd Shahrill. Poorly, they didn't came to my house, they said they're shy. After about 2 hours, they went home. Omar snap my guitar and I. He said next year we will no longer together. Sad :(

Mohd Faizal Rozaman, sorry for hurting you. He said I've changed. It kill my feelings after you said to me like that. Please, accept me for who I am today, not yesterday. I'm not there anymore. Darling, trust me. This love increase day to day, it won't change.

By the way, good luck to all SPM candidates 2011 especially for my senior at SMK Bongawan II.



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Kisah Agnes Monica dan Bruno Mars ♥
POSTED ON 22 October 2011 AT Saturday, October 22, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)
Hari ini saya nak cerita tentang kisah saya dan Bruno Mars ♥



Gambar pertama dia :')

Kami kenal dari laman Mukabuku. Saya tak ingat siapa add siapa, tapi saya ingat kami boleh ter-kenal dari aktiviti spam-spam. Tak tahu? Alaa, like post tuh hah :D Kami kenal dari Facebook baru saya Zhyzhy Cikibumbum. Ada satu peristiwa yang sangat memalukan yang boleh menyebabkan kami boleh bertegur. 

Lepas spam wall dia, saya dengan bangganya mengkomen di status dia "sorry tak reply inbox kau". Yang memalukan, saya salah orang -.- Gedebak gedebuk jatuh maruah saya, kemudian kami berbalas komen. Hingga satu hari, dia kata dia minat kat saya. Actually saya tak percaya sebab dia ramai fans, lagipun dia kata dia jenis yang ramah kat semua perempuan. Memandangkan saya jarang online di acc itu, saya suruh dia add di Zhyzhy Chin :)

Tak sangkalah pula dia add. Lepas approve dia beritahu saya lagi "saya minat dekat awak" saya masih tak percaya hahah. Lepas itu, saya tak tau kenapa saya bodoh sangat, saya beri nombor hp saya di inbox dia. Mulalah kisah texting dan calling sebagai kawan. Sehinggalah one day, bila hp dia kena rampas cikgu saya mulai merindui dia. Yelah, tiap hari text tetiba hari itu tidak. Rindu :') 

Blablabla, nak dekat 1 bulan berkenalan, baru saya luahkan perasaan saya dekat dia. Yang saya sayang dan suka kat dia :) Tapi kami tak couple tau, masing-masing belum sedia untuk hubungan yang lebih series. Bagi saya hubungan kita ini dah cukup baik kan?

Biarpun bukan sepasang couple, kami selalu bergaduh. Cemburu sana, cemburu sini. Masuk ini, dah 3 kali kami "break up". Tapi, kami mesti bersama semula, why? Masing-masing masih sayang, masih perlu, masih suka.

Awak, terima kasih atas semuanya tau? Awaklah cinta pertama yang jauh dari hidup saya. Awak sangat penyabar dengan karenah saya yang macam angin. Awak lembut dengan saya biarpun ego saya setinggi langit ke-7. Awak tetap sayang saya macam dulu biarpun saya selalu hancurkan hati awak. 

Awak, minta maaf tau atas semua salah saya? Saya tahu saya banyak berubah. Saya tahu saya banyak buat awak nangis. Saya tahu saya banyak beri tekanan kat awak. Saya tahu saya banyak buat masalah dalam hidup awak.

Awak, biarpun orang sering pandang rendah dengan hubungan jarak jauh kita, awak tenang tau? Saya tahu awak setia :') Biar orang pandang rendah dengan cinta kita biarpun kita tak pernah bersua muka. Asal awak tahu, saya setia selagi awak setia. Biar apa mereka kata, bahagia kita yang rasa..

JODOH TAK KEMANA :')

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It's getting worse.
POSTED ON 14 October 2011 AT Friday, October 14, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)
"Airmata yang berderai, siapa yang menghapuskan? Hati kering dan gersang, siapa yang meneduhkan. Sedangkan kau yang ku sayang, telah pergi dariku. Dengan cinta dan harapan hidupku, oh sayang"

Today, it's been 2 days we have a break up. Actually we didn't break up cause we never couple before. Doesn't it damn full? Huh. I just wish that you will never contact me again. Why? I don't want my eyes tearing out.

Please, don't even text me. I missed our relation. Please, never call me. I missed your laugh. It's really stressed me out. Congratulation, you can acting fake in Facebook. Through the phone? You keep saying "are you still love me?" "are you mad at me?" "sorry." 

Dear, I'm sorry if I ever hurting you. I just don't want into you again. 2 times dear, 2 times you make me like this. Can I accept your apologise again? Yeah maybe, back to my heart? No. It takes for a long time for fix this broken heart dear.

I know you can live better well without me. Yeah, maybe you will missing me. I may it too. But we can forget it buy doing some acivities that make we forget about us right? You have another relation now, you don't know it kill my heart by stabbing our love. Don't cha think it twice dear?

Yeah baby, I miss you damn much. I love you so much. Ops, that love? I think day by day, it's have decrease. But never mind, you said "we are friend, right?" what a funny joke. I never being friend with my ex-boyfriend. Yeah, maybe we can be friend, but we will never ever close like us before.

I hope you gonna be happy without me, I know you can. Sorry for everything, I know my love isn't good enaugh and your patientness is not enaugh for me. 

Mohd Faizal Rozaman, can you do two things for me after reading this entry? Listen to Rolling in the deep, Jar of heart, I need a doctor. Second things, please be like you was. 

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Pertemuan Singkat :)
POSTED ON AT Friday, October 14, 2011 \ leave a comment (0)
"pertemuan singkat dan berjalan sangat cepat. tidak disangka aku langsung terhipnotis olehmu. setidaknya kamu sempat menjadi milikku, meskipun tak lama hal itu telah membuat ku bahagia"- Vierra

Awak, sungguh saya rindukan awak. Tapi saya ego, saya taknak nampak lemah depan awak. Hipokrit kan? Tapi awak inilah cara saya. Cara saya memujuk diri saya. Saya nak jauhkan diri awak. Saya sangat-sangat maksudkannya awak. Saya tak tahan. Awak buat macam itu tak fikir perasaan saya. Awak boleh marah. Tapi janganlah sampai buat relation baru dengan orang lain. Kejamnya diri awak.

Awak, semalam saya menangis. Depan abah depan adik. Awak saya malu. Saya malu. Saya taknak nampak lemah depan siapa-siapa. Hati saya sakit. Mata saya dah bengkak. Awak tak faham saya. Saya tahu saya jahat tapi saya tak sekejam awak.

Awak, saya nak jelaskan semuanya. Tapi saya belum ada kekuatan. Mengenai komen saya di post, bukan saya yang saya maksudkan. Tapi senior saya, kawan saya. Awak suka tuduh saya sembarangan. Semasa dengan awak, saya tiada simpan perasaan dengan siapa-siapa lagi. Khai? dia dah lama pergi dari hati ini wak. 

Tapi semua dah terlambatkan awak? Saya dah fikir semasak-masaknya. Kali ini, saya takkan mudah jatuh cinta dalam facebook. Saya rasa bodoh. Bodoh dan bodoh. Awak, terima kasih mengisi hati saya dalam 4 bulan lalu dan meninggalkan jejak kenangan manis. Sungguh, saya akan meng-egokan diri saya mulai saat ini.

Awak, saya hampir terlupa. Awak asyik tertanya bukan mengapa saya nak jadi lelaki? Saya nak jadi lelaki sebab "they feel like no fukcing shit feeling when they have a break up". 

♥Ego is feeling. Hypocrite is an atitude. That's why I can live well in frustrated :)

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Hanya Mampu Bersabar :)
POSTED ON 12 August 2011 AT Friday, August 12, 2011 \ leave a comment (1)
Assalamualaikum and Hi :)

Hari ne mau curhat seja. Tiada apa-2 yang best jadi hari ini. Semua pelik, pelik, dan pelik!

Tadi pagi saya tidak sekolah. Saya temankan Ejal at home. Dia kata saya saja buat alasan macam tuh supaya tak sekolah. HAHA! dia tak percaya? Terpulang. I have said something true. Dia sakit, ibu jari dia terseliuh. Kesian kan dia? Dia main futsal. Saya mula-2 taknak bagi dia main, tapi apa hak saya nak larang bukan? kami cuma teman. Serious! Saya risau gila babi bila dapat mesej dia terseliuh. haish, kesian dia T.T


Kami ber-calling, call-ing. Ketawa-2. Ngee, suka dengar dia menyanyi. Macam-2 perangai dia. Lipat selimut lah, online la, menyanyi la, kesakitan lah! haha. nakal oh ini budak. :)

Then, dia mandi. Dia kata nak solat Jumaat. first time, in my entire life, lelaki nak off call with saya sebab nak pergi Solat Jumaat. Awesome kan Ejal ne? HAHA. lepas tuh, lepas habis Solat Jumaat, dia tak text saya pun? call pun tidak. tak apa lah, maybe dia busy. Sabar Zhy :)

jam 2:30 pm, saya dapat mesej dari dia. nak reply tapi tertidur. punya lah? haha. around 3:30 pm baru reply text dia. Then dapat mesej dari Khai. dia kata ada perempuan nak kenal saya. Weird kan? Rupanya perempuan itu, si-Meow atau mantan couple saya minat. Oh oh! tak apa lah, nak tanya, tanya saja lah. Ehem-ehem, tadi Khai text "aku suka kau..hehe" - entah serious ka tak mamat ne. Btw, senang hati saya baca tau! HAHA.

Tadi, saya minta email-password FB Ejal. saja suka-2. Mula-2 dia taknak bagi, maybe banyak scandals kot! Kan you? :P takda lah, nak cek-2 biasa jak. Tak cek inbox you pun. Just edit your profile, semak sangaaattt ! :)

Then, dia acting weird. Entah kenapa. Macam peliklah. Dia suruh call, me pun call. Dia kata dia tak pelik but saya yang pelik! what? huh. Then dia tak reply mesej. Maybe dia busy celebrate birthday party kawan dia. Sabar saja lah kan? Mau dekat sungkai, baru dia text. Itu pun sekejapp saja. Battery low dia kata. Ya lah, tak text lagi. Huh :\ Sabar sabar sabar!

Tadi saya text + call. OFF! grr. benci la macam ini. biarlah, malas dah if macam ne. baru kejap ne dia text. nak reply tak? macam malas lah. nak tenangkan diri dulu.

                                                                                                                     p/s: aku rindukan kau juga ! :(

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